Day 3: Dreams

I had a dream last night that I got into a bit of a spat with a friend. I held my tongue like i normally would, and then I let loose. Curse words were definitely involved. Even in my dream, I had a heart and apologized for my behavior to loosen the tension. From that nice little dream, I learned something: I need to be more forward in expressing my thoughts and slight aggression when I feel like I'm being wrong. Albeit, I don't always have to drop F-bombs because I feel so inclined to do so with the immediate sensation of angst, but I need to learn how to stand up for myself. I like to avoid confrontation, but sometimes at my own expense. I can get taken advantage of at times. Of course, there's a limit on how far people can go. I'm not THAT much of a pushover. In order to be confident in myself and become more sure in myself I need to learn to stand up for myself and articulately express my thoughts. There's a way this can be done without being a complete douche or sounding like a savage. It's an art form if you think about it. It is definitely something I will work on this 2012. Beware of Jean, bitch!